cos you lift me up
smile and renew hope
i just wanna hang on tight and not let go
singing SHE songs in the rain
resting heads, cold hands
we are so happy just passing time

yet, no more time in the 18th year
to retain what may be forever
lets just sleep
lend me your shoulder i'll lend you my hugs
some say two years are too short
but true friends will withstand the test

of silver umbrellas and midnight support
significance in the end days
light up my life, and youve all changed it.

sometimes i still like a lil space for myself.
which is why i come back here.

and we were talkign about you online, last night.
and what he said made me smile alot lol
its true la, even if it may not last...

thank you, for taking time and trouble, all the past-2pms.
and thanks for calling i needed moral support, in a way you were substituted caffeine.
thanks for running after the bus for the dropped badge.
thanks for being there when i needed a friend to hold me, keep me together.

i cant wait for piggies outing.

let me use this space to rave about how good it is!
ive called my darling Macbook Pro-: Raunis.
why Raunis? it means beautiful :D and it is!
its sleek and silver and working great/better than anything else hahaha.
great resolution, very user friendly and efficient, and portable/not too heavy too!
its got my wonderful class pic displayed on de screen and im happy :D
no wonder Dz said i'll fall in love with my mac. :D
i almost did :P but. haahahha.

anyway, initially when my dad was gonna get my a laptop i thought itd be de black macbook, and thus was thinking i'd call it Raven.
but well, Raunis sounds better :D
i think im obsessed with names starting with R!
like Raphenos :D:D damn nice name that was actually derived from a polysaccharide but nvm :D you didnt have to know that hahaha.

Scrutiny

swarthed, tired heart in bandages
sterilised vacuum under the glare of glass domes
look, but dont touch, you cant
steal it without the alarm going off
anymore.
infamous robbery attempts
brought heightened security with each red herring
oh, how lovely and vulnerable it seems
you cant nearly detect the faint pulsation
sole indication of life cruising thru
life leaked out,those dried cracked stains
each memory blotch overlapped in lengths of faded white.
high prices to pay
for breaching the prickly exterior, endless running vertical steel
no hands; so pass the chance of mishandling
ample are regrets of flaunting, magnetised
your needles and knives proved to be fatal attraction.

dear eunice, its alright tt you still coem here.
just well. dotn mention it in de new place ok?
haha.
ya smtimes i'll still post here.
well, things are tt smooth i guess.
recently.
so ya. i'd appreciate certain names disappearing from your vocab lol
anyhow.
ask me face to face i'll tell you.
=) love ya dear.

and the message that made me happy yesterday.

shaoning's twinnie would like to inform his twinnie tt he kinda misses her a teeny bit and wishes he has his phone with him to sms her. he hopes tt shaoning is deligently doing her work and would like to remind her NOT to reply to this number, which belongs to his dad. Finally, he gives his twinnie a hug :)


awwwwww.